I'm not sure where I stand. Moments of clarity are important, but so are moments confusion. This is simply momentary. Life is swimming along at a fairly regular clip, so. Before each semester begins, I start feeling ambitious. I just want to take on the whole world. Maybe that's and exaggeration. Yeah, it totally is. The feeling is more that I just want to use myself fully. Even if that accomplishes nothing. I'm so tired of feeling lazy. I want to fall asleep every night exhausted. I will only be young once. Am I using my youth?